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for neither never, nor ever
when did the darkness get this close?
'm crashing
& burning around the edges of my soul,
it crept up into my eyes
while i barely slept.
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little diamonds of the sky by trappedwitch little diamonds of the sky :icontrappedwitch:trappedwitch 11 2
Literature
choke
softly --
c i r c l i n g
,
your fingertips against my throat..  
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little one by trappedwitch little one :icontrappedwitch:trappedwitch 5 3
Literature
on how to cope
It starts with telling yourself this isn’t a dream ,
You aren’t dreaming, i know you want to be dreaming but you’re not
It goes like telling yourself you’ll be okay, that things will be okay
Even though you feel with all your heart that it’ll , you’ll never be okay again
After a few days( weeks ) (months) (years) you think you’re feeling okay
The initial shock has worn off , it’s starting to sink in
& maybe it doesn’t hurt as bad as you thought it would
& this sounds counterproductive but remind yourself it’ll hurt
Remind yourself you’re not okay
Remember it’s okay to not be okay
These things take time, so much time, the loss of someone close to you leaves a hole where they were before
& it feels like it’s just empty space, that they’re gone and you’ll never find anything to replace that
It’ll be hard
Depending on how you handle things you might try to bury yourself in things to fill the emp
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Literature
saltwater stained memories

i’ll come to you in a dream
when your breath is but a faint whisper in the wind
your fire is dimly burning , a deep deep blue.
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bright by trappedwitch bright :icontrappedwitch:trappedwitch 3 7
Literature
it's okay, you're okay

you don’t miss me enough
& that’s okay
but i sure as hell hoped you did.
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can't let you go by trappedwitch can't let you go :icontrappedwitch:trappedwitch 3 3 blurred by trappedwitch blurred :icontrappedwitch:trappedwitch 8 0

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Untitled
Where does the night drown in the shallow water?
Somewhere beneath the stars and moon, I imagine.
A place where mistrust lurks below the surface,
and where the weight of worlds collide so mightly
that the hammers of gods are children's toys.
The cemetery of the heart and soul is the sea,
be it the ocean, the mind, or the eyes of a lost love.
The water creeps in and consumes,
blood filling the lungs of this writer.
It's time to drift away to another world.
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dust bunnies
dust bunnies
October 4, 2017
he is in the far
reaches of your mind,
in a quiet corner
collecting dust.
you've forgotten
the timbre of his voice,
and the glint in his gaze
when you'd say his name.
you've even forgotten
the intensity of his irises
you used to spend hours
committing to mem'ry.
though you've long since
parted ways he still resides
in the caverns of your heart.
every so often, shared mem'ries
like smoke, whisper and waft
their way to the surface.
when these mem'ries, like a thief
in the dead of night, sneak their
way to the forefront of your mind;
it is like he was merely the boy
of your yesteryear.
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Agridulce
Agridulce
el 4 de octubre del 2017
Amarte es como el cacao: agridulce.
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when did the darkness get this close?
'm crashing
& burning around the edges of my soul,
it crept up into my eyes
while i barely slept.
for neither never, nor ever
when this world finally breaks me 
i don't know if i'll be able to come back from the darkness..
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the proof of that is that i'm still alive
despite the fact that i don't really want to be most days 

i'll be slowly coming back, i think.. 
i always seem to come back for a while around this time of year anyways 
going to be adding more photography related posts, not all macro but still mainly macro
it's kinda cute how i keep trying to organize myself, it'll never last but ya know
gotta try
.

and here's something i've been thinking about recently while i can't sleep..
we don't deserve the shitty things that happen to us 
and with that in mind the universe is not against you, it's not out to get you, it sure as fuck feels like it some days.. but 
shitty things happen to everyone
but we don't deserve them 
you don't deserve it
and i promise you it'll get better, even if it's for just a little while, things will get better 
(and then they'll probably get bad again but ya know, gotta try) 
  • Listening to: control the blurry sail

softly --
c i r c l i n g
,
your fingertips against my throat..  
choke
i've forgotten how to struggle 
-- 
i'm not back 
but this wouldn't leave me alone. 
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i'm at a place in my life where i can't really be here, not actively at least 
there's just too much shit 
and i don't have enough energy left 
i wish you all well 
until next time 
<3
  • Listening to: funeral flowers
 
the proof of that is that i'm still alive
despite the fact that i don't really want to be most days 

i'll be slowly coming back, i think.. 
i always seem to come back for a while around this time of year anyways 
going to be adding more photography related posts, not all macro but still mainly macro
it's kinda cute how i keep trying to organize myself, it'll never last but ya know
gotta try
.

and here's something i've been thinking about recently while i can't sleep..
we don't deserve the shitty things that happen to us 
and with that in mind the universe is not against you, it's not out to get you, it sure as fuck feels like it some days.. but 
shitty things happen to everyone
but we don't deserve them 
you don't deserve it
and i promise you it'll get better, even if it's for just a little while, things will get better 
(and then they'll probably get bad again but ya know, gotta try) 
  • Listening to: control the blurry sail

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Elvira
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
♀ 24
⋆permanently exhausted⋆poet
♉ bull
⛦ witch
☯ i care entirely too much..

I write weird words & I'm deeply in love with macro photography; in which I just might share some of my own here.
I use a nikon D3100 with the 105mm: manual focus only.

//you can find me @ spokenforbydeath.tumblr.com/
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Lantret Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2018
Thank you for the +fav :happybounce:
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ron-brouillette Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for adding my work to your favorites.
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Phototubby Featured By Owner Oct 9, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the fave!!!
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Ikarusthefirst Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you kindly for the fave and :+devwatch:, Elvira! ^_^
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trappedwitch Featured By Owner Oct 2, 2017  Student General Artist
my pleasure 
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cogwurx Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2017  Professional Interface Designer
Thank you for the :+fav:!
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trappedwitch Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2017  Student General Artist
you're so welcome! 
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natureguy Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Hello, :wave: Thank you for the faves and watch.. really appreciated!

sent you a Llama!
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trappedwitch Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2017  Student General Artist
you're so welcome! 
i look forward to viewing your work :love:
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