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you and me

i thought we were lovers
but turns out-
i'm just in love
a l o n e
(as nothing but a ghost).
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Literature
we love our goodbyes
Loosen your grip
s l o w l y
Let the blood in my veins
f l o w , once more
before you
let me go.
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Reborn by trappedwitch Reborn :icontrappedwitch:trappedwitch 7 0 Alistair by trappedwitch Alistair :icontrappedwitch:trappedwitch 5 0
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for neither never, nor ever
when did the darkness get this close?
'm crashing
& burning around the edges of my soul,
it crept up into my eyes
while i barely slept.
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little diamonds of the sky by trappedwitch little diamonds of the sky :icontrappedwitch:trappedwitch 12 2
Literature
choke
softly --
c i r c l i n g
,
your fingertips against my throat..  
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little one by trappedwitch little one :icontrappedwitch:trappedwitch 5 3
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on how to cope
It starts with telling yourself this isn’t a dream ,
You aren’t dreaming, i know you want to be dreaming but you’re not
It goes like telling yourself you’ll be okay, that things will be okay
Even though you feel with all your heart that it’ll , you’ll never be okay again
After a few days( weeks ) (months) (years) you think you’re feeling okay
The initial shock has worn off , it’s starting to sink in
& maybe it doesn’t hurt as bad as you thought it would
& this sounds counterproductive but remind yourself it’ll hurt
Remind yourself you’re not okay
Remember it’s okay to not be okay
These things take time, so much time, the loss of someone close to you leaves a hole where they were before
& it feels like it’s just empty space, that they’re gone and you’ll never find anything to replace that
It’ll be hard
Depending on how you handle things you might try to bury yourself in things to fill the emp
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saltwater stained memories

i’ll come to you in a dream
when your breath is but a faint whisper in the wind
your fire is dimly burning , a deep deep blue.
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i thought we were lovers
but turns out-
i'm just in love
a l o n e
(as nothing but a ghost).
you and me
this is what happens when you love someone
who can't really love you back 
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Loosen your grip
s l o w l y

Let the blood in my veins
f l o w , once more
before you
let me go.
we love our goodbyes
 
i wish i could say " don't leave me alone"
but we both know you have to. 
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Reborn
every year these come back 
e|specially|ven when you don't. 
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Alistair
this is the creature that is helping me save myself 
my little german shepard/lab mix pup 
he is my heart and soul
the best 5 months of my life , here's to more
and the impact he'll have in my journey forward 
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1. you can't save someone if they don't want to be saved, 
or don't think they're worth it,
or don't think you're worth it, 
or don't think any of it is worth it. and at that point it's okay to move on. 

2. if you've let the darkness in , you can't erase it, can't pretend it never happened, or never existed 
but you can learn to live with it 
and that's how you survive 
it becomes a part of you, and it's better if you don't keep it locked away in a little box, you have to accept it, and learn about it, and learn how to live with it

3. if you want to be saved..
you gotta do it yourself. 
people can help you along the way but you gotta do it ultimately yourself 
and its hard 
and it sucks
but its possible
(because i'm slowly saving myself) 

4. you'll be okay 
even if nothing is okay 
and you feel the furthest possible from okay 
and everything around you is crumbling to the ground no matter how hard you try 
and even if it feels like the universe is against you 
you'll be okay. 

5. and in the least morbid way possible
none of this matters 
its freeing when you take that in, that (almost) nothing weighing you down today will still be relevant in a year or two, or longer, or maybe shorter. (almost nothing, of course there are some exceptions) but usually.. in a year it'll all be a distant memory 

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i'm not back, not really. my life is changing, i'm changing, nothing is the same, everything is different. 
i'm slowly saving myself, but it's a work in progress. 
i'll be around ish on my rare days off from work 
hope you are all well .
  • Listening to: kali yuga


1. you can't save someone if they don't want to be saved, 
or don't think they're worth it,
or don't think you're worth it, 
or don't think any of it is worth it. and at that point it's okay to move on. 

2. if you've let the darkness in , you can't erase it, can't pretend it never happened, or never existed 
but you can learn to live with it 
and that's how you survive 
it becomes a part of you, and it's better if you don't keep it locked away in a little box, you have to accept it, and learn about it, and learn how to live with it

3. if you want to be saved..
you gotta do it yourself. 
people can help you along the way but you gotta do it ultimately yourself 
and its hard 
and it sucks
but its possible
(because i'm slowly saving myself) 

4. you'll be okay 
even if nothing is okay 
and you feel the furthest possible from okay 
and everything around you is crumbling to the ground no matter how hard you try 
and even if it feels like the universe is against you 
you'll be okay. 

5. and in the least morbid way possible
none of this matters 
its freeing when you take that in, that (almost) nothing weighing you down today will still be relevant in a year or two, or longer, or maybe shorter. (almost nothing, of course there are some exceptions) but usually.. in a year it'll all be a distant memory 

---
i'm not back, not really. my life is changing, i'm changing, nothing is the same, everything is different. 
i'm slowly saving myself, but it's a work in progress. 
i'll be around ish on my rare days off from work 
hope you are all well .
  • Listening to: kali yuga

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Elvira
Artist | Student | Varied
United States
♀ 24
⋆permanently exhausted⋆poet
♉ bull
⛦ witch
☯ i care entirely too much..

I write weird words & I'm deeply in love with macro photography; in which I just might share some of my own here.
I use a nikon D3100 with the 105mm: manual focus only.

//you can find me @ spokenforbydeath.tumblr.com/
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Lumimyrskydawn Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2018  Professional Photographer
Thank you for the :+fav: :FlowerCrown: by stuck-in-suburbia
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<3
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I hope you have a beautiful day, darling girl. :heart:
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trappedwitch Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2018  Student General Artist
thankyousomuch for the lovely message
sosorry its taken me almost a month to reply
hope you've been well<3
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LadyLincoln Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome, honey. I sincerely hope it was a happy day for you. 
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itsmyccrets Featured By Owner May 10, 2018  Hobbyist Photographer
I hope You're having an AMAZING Birthday Ms Elvira  :squee:
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trappedwitch Featured By Owner Jun 7, 2018  Student General Artist
thankyouu i had a good one <3
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Thank you for the +fav :happybounce:
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